when you're gone.
the pieces of my heart are missing you.

okay people. stop asking me if i'm okay because i'm perfectly fine. honest. i'm not crying my eyes out like some people think i should be. i'm relieved that he's gone. so that he can stop suffering.

so maybe i'm not feeling the after effects of losing my father yet. or maybe it wont set in. since he was practically never there. i'm sure i'll be alright because i'm strong.

you shine brighter than everyone else.

thank you. in the midst of my tears. you made me laugh. well. your sarcasm did. i dont know why. i miss you. but somehow. some part of me tells me that this isnt going to work out. i can tel myself to keep trying. like mind over matter. but we'll see wont we. it wont hurt less if i dont get to see you today.

you make it okay.
i miss you.